I don't really know what to say. You know when you're hungover, and you have to go to work in two hours, and you kind of hate your life? That's me right now. But what makes it worse, is looking at pictures of friends on the internet. Just clicking and scanning down the creases and the colors of their jackets and their faces, and their weight loss....or their weight gain. Seeing lives that you don't know anything about anymore. I'm pretty sure this emotionally depleting process has prolonged my hangover.
I have really wonderful people in my life. But sometimes you look at pictures of the people that might have stayed in your life longer. It's weird. Friends who were friends for 5 months, or a year and a half.... then fizzle into the abyss.
Meh.
