today

So, this is my first entry. A little late to the world of blogging, I'm well aware. This was sort of my last resort today.
I'm a 27 year old actor. I live in Brooklyn. I'm trying to keep up with this lifestyle. I was on tour for a year and a half. With a big ol gay musical. I've been off tour since this past June. But shit, I've had a real hard time hopping back on the train here.
As any actor knows, it's easy to become sick of the daily grind. The me, the how to get myself out there, the how to get them to notice ME!!!!!!! its a selfish trip. And not to say it can't be worth the while at some point. But today, it just simply is not enough. For me.

I started crying to my upstairs neighbor this afternoon. He recently had his apartment broken in to, and brought over some device so that poor, desperate people can't break into ours.
I stood in the door, with my wine in hand, and the tears they came down fast. How fucking embarrassing. I mean, get it together, kate.
anyways. after watching 'Y TU MAMA TAMBIEN'...here I am.
Stay with me. See how this goes. I'm a better writer than this. Just let me slob it out for today. and maybe tomorrow...
k